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[31 May 2006|09:24pm] |
i guess since bobby poasted his i will poast mine too!!!!!!!!
Instructions:
1. List 1-30 things that you want to say to people
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Make it in a totally random order. Ex ( Don't write to your best friend first)
Your friends can take a guess if they think they know which number they are. It's up to you to tell them if they're right, but try not to discuss what you wrote. It's just better that way. If they're right, say yes, if they're wrong, say no. Period.
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1. of corse your an amazing person, you dont hear that as much as you should. you came to me everytime i was hurt, emotionaly... and that one time physicaly. why you showed up as my knight in shining armor i will never fully know. but i am always grateful. im sad your so far away and i know we are going to have a great summer.
2. it sucks that we arent as close anymore. i really miss seeing you everyday and calling you when a cute boy walks by or i had some random thing to tell you. i know i havent been as open to him being around as a true friend should have been, i was looking out for you, i still am. so when he leaves or you feel like coming back i will always be waiting here... with some in n out and jack.
3. i cant believe how amazing it has been watching you grow up over the years. you mean more to me then you will ever know, your more then a best friend your my sister. i know that when i eventually move away to college i will miss you the most, and call you everyday. next year when you go to prom weather you find your own dress or wear one of mine... again... you will look faboulus.. cause you cant fake that.
4. you were such a good friend exactly when i needed you. i hate that you were right that we would grow apart once i graduated. you make life choices that i dont necessicarily agree with, but i love you so much i jsut want you to be safe and happy. always use good judgement and dont follow the cool kids just to be one of them. you will always have me no matter what.
5. why the hell we didnt become frineds till later on in high school i'll never really know. but im so glad we meet even if it was for ulterior motives. you share my frustration with certain people and are always there to hear me bitch about it even when i have no room to complain. i admire all that you have acomplished in school and in your personal life, your ability to forgive is something i one say hope to achieve. this summer i know we will spend lots of time together so i dont have to worry about losing your friendship, it will be there always... and your bf can come too. lol
6. my ninja!! your.. words cant describe this feeling. your more then an amazing friend your genuine and caring, you've been there for me through 2 bad break ups.. with the same guy. you always try and find me someone new to date and most of the time your choices are better then mine! i miss you soo much and i cant wait till you come home this summer so i can give you a giant hug!
7. this kid. let me tell you. your a beast and a hussie and you know it. i have a blast haning out with you ever time we kick it. you have this ability to bring all kinds of people together because everyone loves you and you love everyone. keep on keepin on. your one person i can honestly say i never want to see change. everything about you is pure joy and i hope your always as happy as you were... this weekend. haha
8. well, where to start on this one. you know what we used to have and how i felt about it. i think your a coward and i really wish you hadnt hurt me the way you did. i wish i could say i hate you but i dont. i know you have had a hard time this past year and i knowyou dont want to talk to me about it. but i am here for you if you need to talk. i will probably always be.. but im not sure how much longer i can stand things the way they are.
9. oh this kid. this boy. we became friends in an akward almost forced way. i think had things progressed on their own we would have had a better time. make no mistake i have no regrets at all of the time i spent with you. your genuine and kind. and i really cared about you. your a great friend and i hope we always stay friends, this summer will be a true test of that but im sure we will do fine.
10. i've known you most of my life, and all of my school years. we joke about everything but i can still talk to you about important things. i tell you everything about me and im pretty sure you do the same. its crazy that you live so close.. when your home and we dont hang out enough, hopefully this summer will change that and you can teach me to play beer pong.
11. of all these people your the first to put me in check. you and i have this crazy friendship with all kinds of ups and downs. akways there for me, and im always there for you.
12. haha this crazy girl has grown into a very beautif woman. its to bad you dont know it yet. growing up was fun with you right there all the time. another one of my sisterswe now have a lot more in common then before and im sure this summer will bring lots of crazy times.
13. we used to be so tight and then other people got involved and ruined everything. im glas things have gotten better and that we are still friends. i hope everything works out for you in whatever you decide to do, and we will always be close.
14. your my big brother you helped me get through everything. helped me get to school everytime i couldnt get myself there. all love you big dork!
15. haha the biggest spaz i know, your ridiculus and i love you. you had a pretty hard time last year and i never knew about it untill recently. i wish you would have trused me to come to me sooner but i mglad your better and i hope if this problem ever happens again you know that im there for you and that i know what your going through.
16. your the first person i meet in college and am i ever glad. you are so fun to party with, and stare at cute boys with. you got me back involved with the thing i cherished most. its so fun having classes with you and i know we will party it up this summer. dont be afraid of the R word, i wish you knew how much of a catch you were and just went with the flow.. .and stop making boys cry!!
17. you are beautiful inside and out and i wish everyone else saw that too. your one of the best people i have meet in college. and i know we're gonna be friends for a long time. and this summer of corse will be out of control because what is our drinking teams biggest problem?! haha i big heart you.
18. i had the biggest crush on when we first meet.. that might have been a mistake but becoming friends with you was definatly not. we joke around all the time but i know we're cool. i hope you have a great summer and maybe if you stick around we can kick it in the fall.
19. I miss you already!! eventhough you've been gone for like.. a week. but still it sucks we didnt get to hang out that much most of the time that was my fault. i'l lcome visit you this summer and i hope you chose to stay here for the fall so we can hang out.
20. lol i dont hate you! i dont even think your creepy anymore. your a cool guy and while i dont agree with the way you have handled your relationship with my friend you have still done some pretty admirable things with your life. congratulations on being the most independant person i know.
21. i want to yell your name like i always do!! your so chil im glad we are friends. practice was fun with you chilin in the deep end being bums. haha you introduced me to so many good places to eat!!! lol. that day of sushi... well there was one thing i like in that place. ahahaha. big hearts!! i know we will have a good summer together!
22. aw i love you. we dont talk that much but your still hella cool, i hope you come home this summer so we can hang out your an awesome person and i have a good time when we party together, i know you will always have my back.
23. i miss you being so far away, and i love when you come home. we've gotten closer in the past few years even though i have known you for a while. it wasnt your fault, i want you to know that. i cant wait till you come home again even though it will only be for a little while.
24. your such a nice guy i hope we stay friends for a long time. if you come home this summer i know we will hang out and it will be good times as always. untill then have more fun in college.
25. you get on my nerves so much, im not really sure why or how we stay friends. but im glad we are. your pretty cool when your not hitting on me or being emo.
26. oh man, i love this girl. you are so funny and i admire how well you avoid drama. even though boys are dumb and treat you like shit you still have more confidence then anyone else. your georgus and i love you.
27. it was fun gettig to know you, we dont really talk anymore. i dont think its anyones fault i jsut think we grew apart. but your stil lhella chill and good luck with your future.
28. when i first meet you i didnt like you, and you didnt like me. then we shared one embarrasing night and became good friends since then. this summer and next season are gonna be off the hook. your hella fun to be around and i hope we become better frineds.
29. i dont remember meeting you but i know we are great friends. all through high school and then randomly seeing you in college. thanks for letting me pass out on you when i partied to hard and i know we will kick it this summer and for a long time after!
30. im so glad we reconnected this semester. my first memories of getting in trouble are with you. im still really sorry about that time when i was 7 and threw a music box at you.... i know the dent in the box matches the one in your head prefectly!! we will definatly hang out more cause i missed you and your a good friend!
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[12 May 2006|05:36pm] |
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sooooo party tonight that should be fun.
but im still stupid and think about a certain stupid boy i know. im an idiot. so i hope tonight will cure me of all that.
oor not cause i know it wont. but still. hes moved on and so should i.
now its time to shower.
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[05 Feb 2006|09:30pm] |
If you knew the world would end tonight, would you tell me the truth? Would you have the courage? Would I have the courage? Would I be able to stop my beating heart, only to have it shred before my weaping eyes?
would telling the truth even mean anything to you? would you listen? does it matter?
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[26 Jan 2006|09:00pm] |
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i care about you despite the stupid shit you have said and done. you dont know how much it hurt for you to leave and not say good bye. but on the other hand you didnt have to. you dont owe me anything. at least i hope you can tell yourself that and believe it. because we both know its not true. you owe me explanations. you owe me some kind of responce. i dont expect any of this at least not untill you have grown a little. seen what you can and cant get while you are gone. i hope you enjoy your self, but know that im more true then they will be. i know you better then anyone and vice versa. thats probably what makes this hurt the most. you know everything about me and know waht im thinking before even do. i miss you. watching family guy with out you isnt the same. i want you there to explain it to me. make me think what what you think is funny. i want you to be there to hold me when im scared and to hold me when im happy. i hate that i miss you and you dont care. but i still miss you.
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[18 Jan 2006|08:23pm] |
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well since im updating lots of random things i figured live jornal should be one of them! soo yeah.. school started yesterday and today that was kinda lame finding classes. but whatver once im walking again this should be a good semester i hope!
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| school update |
[04 Oct 2005|11:39pm] |
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sooooooo school is much more ammusing now that im not a total chicken.... hahahaha ok im bored and tierd. so i have nothing to say. good night.
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[18 Sep 2005|01:06am] |
that every time you eat an emrald nut unicorns dissapear from the earth.
but if you clap your hands a fairy wakes up!!
and ringing bells gives an angel his wings.
and more importantly did you all know that i am sick of work,and school. but not the ppl at school. for the most part im enjoying school. socialy that is. i think i didnt kinda not to good on my last history test. and i got a c on my math test. so thats very not good. at least im gonna be down on hours now and i can go back to studying my ass off. sounds like some good times to me!
im scared to talk to a certain boy at school. maybe i will on monday... tuesday at the latest....
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[22 Aug 2005|01:18pm] |
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ok so dvc started and its not that bad. i like my classes especially my math class. and not just for the hot boy. but that is a plus. no math is hella fun cause there are a few girls i sit near that are hella cool and we started talking and getting to know eachother. i like that im making new friends. good times. anyway i have to get ready for work. so ttyl anyone who reads this.
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[14 Aug 2005|11:33am] |
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actually i dont have anything new to say... so im gonna go. k bye
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[08 Aug 2005|03:10pm] |
ok im babysitting kyle today. and now his friend max is over and im super bored. allalalaaalala. yeah. im tierd too.
k so enough of my complaining for today. kthnx i agree.
im done. with. this. shit.
kbye
these words are my own. are my own. is that ok?
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[03 Aug 2005|09:41am] |
work was not annoying. thats wierd. but maybe it will get annoying today if i have a cart hour. fucking carts.
jessica simpson has ruined Nancy Sinatra's classic song. how dare she.
>>> dumb ho <<<
and she kisses wilie nelson. that alone is somehting she should be ashamed of.
sometimes i want a phone call.
well thats all the nonsense i have for today. BYE!
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[29 Jul 2005|12:52pm] |
goin to the club again tonight! good times? good times!
FOR NOW I WANT TO EAT
oops no caps but i am hungry!
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| boreeed |
[28 Jul 2005|08:59pm] |
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today was my firat day of training at raleys. it was super boring but whatever. some kid made fun of me for being hungrythe whole time. ooh well. im a fat ass. go me. ihave to be back on saturday at freaking 8 am. but that means ihave to leave my house at 6 45 god damn it fairfield. lame
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[27 Jul 2005|11:09am] |
kyle is here. hes getting on my nerves. effing 9year olds!!! honestly!
val is back! yay!!
kd is getting dressed. to go with me to take kyle to Y care.
and cassie is getting her eyes poked at.
thats basically where my friends are at the moment. yeah. k i have nothing to say at all. so bye
OMG SOMEONE IS AT THE DOOR!!!
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